"The real test of preaching is not the praise of the public, nor even its faithfulness to the original Greek of the biblical text, but rather the ability of the pastor's sermon to evoke a prophetic people."
(taken from William Willimon's Proclamation & Theology)
The past few weeks have marked the first time I have "preached" (though I have "shared", lead chapels, bible studies, and other things) in front of a church, and while I have been encouraged by the feedback I have received, I find myself wrestling with the question deep within myself: Is what I am proclaiming in my Sunday endeavors eliciting any change in the people who are hearing it? Is it making any difference?
I know that it is the job of the Holy Spirit to move, to convict, to motivate, to encourage, to fan to flame God's people. I know that. Deep down inside. (And I find that SO relieving because it is not my job to change people, it is to proclaim the Gospel. The Holy Spirit changes people.) And I realize I most likely will not see the fruit of my labours. However, I cannot help but wrestle and pray that the words that I speak are being used to penetrate deep enough to inspire heart-change. I don't want to be told that I had a good sermon, or am a good speaker. I want to know how it has/or will change perspective, or change life.
Please Lord let me be faithful to declare your Word.
\manda
